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Student(BIE)
Temasek Polytechnic
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Its going to be a very busy day tomorow and week after ! I will be having my Biophysics quiz and Emaths 3 quiz on mon and tue respectively.I have yet to complete chinese assignment for my cds.Thats not all,I am then greeted by a yet-to-be-completed Apel presentation and research in tue and medical eletronics research report on thurs.Wow I am really in a tight situation,and the fact that I wasted 1h looking for a damm medical book to copy.At least I managed to get it done and I made friends with the librarians !!
spaWn spoke his mind at 11:50 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
I have not update this blog for quite some time.Hopefully,I will fare better next month.Today,while relaxing in the school library I was reorganising my thoughts after a chaotic week.I was decided to write all the problems that I faced in poly life.Some which have lasted from secondary even from primary till now.Once I was done,I started analysing how to counter those challenges.It was a rather common self-help action that every person who wants to improve his or her life would do.It was then I had this realisation.I would't not call it a deep realisation that those zen masters acheive during meditation.In fact it is simple,and almost common sense.But I am sure most people don't realise it and of course I am one of this people.However,what makes it so special is that it simply sums up all problems we face in our world and derives a single answer to it.That is,the problems that we all face in our world,fears..may it be of failure,a certain people or a particular situation that we strongly dislike or do not want to happen, of what others think and say about
one,stress from coursework,unsatisfactory results,peer pressure,the future,the past,low self-esteem and lack of confidence which in turns haunts us continuously,always arises with every thought we make.This destroys the day,which forms a week,a month,a year and eventually our life.The problem is each time we experience this ,our mindset of life becomes bleak,and we in turn act out the actions which follows the orders of our mind.In fact ,reality is always different from what we think it is.Prior to the biology of human,the human mind has a an almost infinite capacity to think and analsye situations,however,universal laws has it is ironically that it is still unable to comprehend what it is not built to understand.This statement seems to contradict the previous point I have made.If the human perspective of reality always differ from reality ,then why bad things always happen as we thought it would? How come Murphy's Law exists.This rather simple.Reality always happen the way it always is,like a cycle.It is always running whether you like it or not ,whatever happens to you,it will keep on running the same way like before,it is then our ACTIONS.. stemmed from our negative mind that act as a cataylst to TURN reality against us.In short,we are the reasons for our own failures.However this is not main realisation that I have made.The main realisation is that no matter what happens to us and others.Events that occur to all individuals that made some larger then others.Failures and success had become secondary.Eventually,when you succeed ,you will only try to succeed furthur,and when you have failed,you would try make a comeback and succeed.All this are like a race.When the whistle blows ,all of them dash for the finishing line.There will be one or two to make it to the line first while others follow closely behind and the slower ones reach after quite some time.But eventually ,all of them reaches.It was just a matter of time.Eventually,everyone will achieve what they want,it was only a matter of how long they each will take.Of course many of us have different aims in life,you can't compare either as everyone ideal of succeeding is different.Some might be to amass knowledge and experience while others might differ.But then,we are all restricted by one thing ,and that makes us all equal,no matter how talented we are.That is Time.So true success in life is reaching what your heart deems success in the quickest time possible.In my opinion,this is possible if you live your life inside out and not other way round.You live and manipulate your life from urges residing in you and make sure you are genuinly happy it.Many people let the outside world manipulate and change them inside and they live with a split personality.They think they are happy and Yes they are.But their deprived personality in them is constantly ignored and will arise some time in the future only to be repressed again.When you are genuinly happy from the inside,you feel as if that you are living your purpose,of why you you are actually HERE .After all ,if we are all are truely perfect,we would't be here at all.
one,stress from coursework,unsatisfactory results,peer pressure,the future,the past,low self-esteem and lack of confidence which in turns haunts us continuously,always arises with every thought we make.This destroys the day,which forms a week,a month,a year and eventually our life.The problem is each time we experience this ,our mindset of life becomes bleak,and we in turn act out the actions which follows the orders of our mind.In fact ,reality is always different from what we think it is.Prior to the biology of human,the human mind has a an almost infinite capacity to think and analsye situations,however,universal laws has it is ironically that it is still unable to comprehend what it is not built to understand.This statement seems to contradict the previous point I have made.If the human perspective of reality always differ from reality ,then why bad things always happen as we thought it would? How come Murphy's Law exists.This rather simple.Reality always happen the way it always is,like a cycle.It is always running whether you like it or not ,whatever happens to you,it will keep on running the same way like before,it is then our ACTIONS.. stemmed from our negative mind that act as a cataylst to TURN reality against us.In short,we are the reasons for our own failures.However this is not main realisation that I have made.The main realisation is that no matter what happens to us and others.Events that occur to all individuals that made some larger then others.Failures and success had become secondary.Eventually,when you succeed ,you will only try to succeed furthur,and when you have failed,you would try make a comeback and succeed.All this are like a race.When the whistle blows ,all of them dash for the finishing line.There will be one or two to make it to the line first while others follow closely behind and the slower ones reach after quite some time.But eventually ,all of them reaches.It was just a matter of time.Eventually,everyone will achieve what they want,it was only a matter of how long they each will take.Of course many of us have different aims in life,you can't compare either as everyone ideal of succeeding is different.Some might be to amass knowledge and experience while others might differ.But then,we are all restricted by one thing ,and that makes us all equal,no matter how talented we are.That is Time.So true success in life is reaching what your heart deems success in the quickest time possible.In my opinion,this is possible if you live your life inside out and not other way round.You live and manipulate your life from urges residing in you and make sure you are genuinly happy it.Many people let the outside world manipulate and change them inside and they live with a split personality.They think they are happy and Yes they are.But their deprived personality in them is constantly ignored and will arise some time in the future only to be repressed again.When you are genuinly happy from the inside,you feel as if that you are living your purpose,of why you you are actually HERE .After all ,if we are all are truely perfect,we would't be here at all.
spaWn spoke his mind at 9:51 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Looks like I chose the right CDS after all .Will work to rediscover my roots from some time to come.
spaWn spoke his mind at 8:43 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
I had neglected this blog for quite some time to come.I have thought of changing this blogskin as IE does not support it but I threw it away as this is so far the most unique blogskin I came across on the internet and I think it makes my blog special.Today's soccer was fun and I had training and even had two matches.They were a boost to my confidence although it was pretty hard on my body.If you were to think how is it that the way I write my blog is so bumpy and my events do not flow ,that is because I write whatever that comes into my mind first and in my opinion,that is the true way of blogging.I have to admit I don't always write everything I do and experienced in my blog as I am afraid others my read it and judge me.In other words,there is no privacy on the internet.However after thinking over,I find that this sorts of discredits my blog's existance.After all ,if it does not function like a diary where genuine thoughts are poured then there is no reason for it to exist.And that goes on from now.Of course another reason why I do not blog wholeheartedly is that I know that no one accept me will read it as I have little friends .But then I want this blog to last,so that when I have aged ,I am able to read it and understand what I was before.People change regulary over the times but this a part of me that I want to preserve.I think this reason overrides all doubts I have.And so if all this data is lost,part of me exist,but I will remember subconsciously.I have to say that I have been doing many things over the holidays.I have been reading books about History of UFO(s),Crop circles,The egg,flower of life,the hindu sri yantra mandala ,kirlian photography even the tibetan"Om mani padme hum" and many more to come and many which I have not done and hope to do so .I believe this is my calling as I really don't have interest in anything.Games are really short lived satisfactions.Soccer and creativesquare(business venture) I believe are keys to boosting my confidence in whatever I face in life.When I indulge in them,I feel as if I am bringing myself to a new level.After all ,that all that gets in my way are doubts,fear and lack of confidence.I surprise myself that I have written all this,after all,I was spurred to blog after listening to this song Passing by-Ulrich Schnauss,its beautiful.And it all started through listening to this song.
spaWn spoke his mind at 12:53 AM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Just found out that IE does not display my blog content and I am not doing anything about it because it took me quite some to find this skin and I think its unique.Recently been hit by msn virus..suffered for 3 days and finally found the cure on SgForums.The key to disabling it turn out to be delelting a file calle rdihost.dll .I do not know whether it works the same for the rest.I have been racking my brains for NDP designs recently for the past few days.I should say my right brain is finally getting the ultilization and recongition it needs.And I am getting better !Just did 3 just now.Soccer was fun.
And the research shall begin soon...
And the research shall begin soon...
spaWn spoke his mind at 1:16 AM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Today after stumbling across some of my former classmates friendster have discovered them they have all matured and began to look like young adults.They have chose adifferent paths are progressing.Then,it hit me... I felt this strong and overpowering feeling,ancient yet familar.Almost as if it was written into our very DNA ever since our ancestors set foot upon earth.The feeling ican't be described,it gives me sudden heightened state of awareness,a sudden realisation as if a passage of time has passed and the significance it really plays in our lives and how it shapes it .This is followed by a sudden urge to examine and ponder over my own.An unusual calming effect is acheived from this .What I have mentioned in the above sounds incredulous but its true and every fiber of my being tells me that this kind of feeling don't come by easily.One of the amazing chemical reactions produced by the deep recessess of the brain perharps.
Ok.Now it time to do the NDP designs.
Ok.Now it time to do the NDP designs.
spaWn spoke his mind at 12:46 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
I always wonded why isn't there a music for all occasions.A rousing one for victory or anger ,a sad one for failure or loss, a chilling one for fear and a relaxing one for peace .Our lives lack definition of the atmosphere.It is then I understood that our moods at anytime are determined by our thoughts and utimately affecting the outcome and consequences.Our thoughts also shape our perceptions and ideas which determine our reactions and feelings in different events and situations.It could be briefly summed up into this phrases"If I think it is ,therefore it is","Even if there is no God,I can make God".
spaWn spoke his mind at 10:06 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
Today has been an eventful day.Went to nyp to sign a second contract and then in the evening its the S-league again.
spaWn spoke his mind at 1:11 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Its been quite some time now since I last updated this blog.Uncountable events has already began to unfold and I cannot remember all of them.So before even starting,I decided to change its template to a fresher one!Its the two months holidays now.Went to work as a flier distributor for 3 days for a property agent.It was very tough.In fact ,it was so tough that I was surprised i made it through.See how money can influence the mind !Dad went to US to attend the seafood exhibitions.Hopefully,it be a fruitful one.He be landing at 12 tonight.That be great as I have alot of questions to consult him regarding creativesquare ventures.Creativesquare is at least 4-5months old till date.I should say we been pretty hardworking.Upcoming ventures are NDP events and a current one with NYP.But they were one of the most diffcult and uncooperative customers we encountered,in fact,our first customers not to mention a particulary childish one.
However as I reorganised my thoughts now.I concluded that this encounters are common in the business world.Though I am convinced I am now business inclined.It never hurts to learn outside your comfy circle.
Things I learnt.
Never allow emotions take over your head.They are unnessary and this measure will be critical in events when your supplier,client including yourself get frustrated.
Allows make the details of the contract clear to your client.As detailed as possble ,word for word if possible.We paid DEARLY for this today.
Lastly mutual trust between clients and us is essential.We clearly lacked this today.Of course it is our first meeting,so it can't be helped.
Luckily for us,we had a good relationship with out supplier.Thats our plus point !
Recently bought a book from a bookfair form bras brasah ,no time to read hahas.
Had a new teammate in creativesquare from which I learnt that had suffered depression before.So joining creativesquare would I hope boost his confidence
.
Recently came across a website featuring enistein quotes.Very intriguing and true.Wish I understood what he was thinking.
However as I reorganised my thoughts now.I concluded that this encounters are common in the business world.Though I am convinced I am now business inclined.It never hurts to learn outside your comfy circle.
Things I learnt.
Never allow emotions take over your head.They are unnessary and this measure will be critical in events when your supplier,client including yourself get frustrated.
Allows make the details of the contract clear to your client.As detailed as possble ,word for word if possible.We paid DEARLY for this today.
Lastly mutual trust between clients and us is essential.We clearly lacked this today.Of course it is our first meeting,so it can't be helped.
Luckily for us,we had a good relationship with out supplier.Thats our plus point !
Recently bought a book from a bookfair form bras brasah ,no time to read hahas.
Had a new teammate in creativesquare from which I learnt that had suffered depression before.So joining creativesquare would I hope boost his confidence
.
Recently came across a website featuring enistein quotes.Very intriguing and true.Wish I understood what he was thinking.
spaWn spoke his mind at 11:14 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Wow.Alot have happened recently.The main exams came and passed eventfully.My fever came and passed.Speaking of it makes me scared.It was sheer hell trying to cramp a biochemistry informations into my head while suffering form the fatigue,dizziness and headache form the fever.Such thing should never happen again.
My grandfather also paid us a visit and he gave me some of his old singapre dollars as he learnt I was into collecting them.Now comes two months of bliss and here I am brooding on the most fruitful way to spend them hahas.
My grandfather also paid us a visit and he gave me some of his old singapre dollars as he learnt I was into collecting them.Now comes two months of bliss and here I am brooding on the most fruitful way to spend them hahas.
spaWn spoke his mind at 12:23 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Been flooded with assignments,projects,quizs,lab tests and studying objectives recently and the mother of them all, the main examinations.I have a very good reason for not blogging haha.Actually I do still have time do play CS and listen to songs which is incredible.
spaWn spoke his mind at 9:02 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
spaWn spoke his mind at 12:05 AM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Time flies ..tomorrow I will be starting school.School life back again.Anyway,today something happened and I made a realisation as I thought it over.I guess this is how people just suddenly think it over,straighten out their thoughts and grow up inside.When that happens you just happen to be more aware and ''see more things''.
Recently got an interest on plants.Well a website caused that.(previous post).Anway I noted that I should make it a point to tend the plants often because of the calm and relaxation it gives.Recently just chose my new CDs and put basic financial accounting as first choice.Most likely I will get in and hopefully it I will be applying it soon on a business venture or other thing else.Oh ya.While browsing through the net I just this thought.Would't it be good if singapore has auroras in the skies.I am sure everyone would stop work and just admire.Perhaps it will awake their latent awareness on how beautiful the world is.Still need to slog out some time to read my library book.
Recently got an interest on plants.Well a website caused that.(previous post).Anway I noted that I should make it a point to tend the plants often because of the calm and relaxation it gives.Recently just chose my new CDs and put basic financial accounting as first choice.Most likely I will get in and hopefully it I will be applying it soon on a business venture or other thing else.Oh ya.While browsing through the net I just this thought.Would't it be good if singapore has auroras in the skies.I am sure everyone would stop work and just admire.Perhaps it will awake their latent awareness on how beautiful the world is.Still need to slog out some time to read my library book.
spaWn spoke his mind at 11:21 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
Hail the new year ! Well it has been a eventful day today.Went to play table tennis with jiahao and firdaus in the noon.Met two peddlers from china there and spared with them a number of times and I could feel that skills has been sharpened considerably.Then when to an uncle's house to celebrate his birthday and at the same time the countdown.Thats it.
spaWn spoke his mind at 2:29 AM
Friday, December 29, 2006
Check this website out ..interesting .Now reading a book by Amir Aczel called Probability: why there must be intelligent life in the universe.
spaWn spoke his mind at 12:17 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Today is was eventful day hahas.
External interaction is essential in forming a proverb or mindset.
External interaction is essential in forming a proverb or mindset.
spaWn spoke his mind at 10:02 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
Played table tennis after quite some time haha .Went to a gardens exhibit at suntec recently and took a few pictures wih my camera phone.Beautiful works of art and nature by people around the world.
spaWn spoke his mind at 8:51 AM
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